When you feel like the kid of Travers and Poe,

You end up with characteristics of both sides, and then along with that the self-doubt that comes from comparing one self to an esteemed children's writer and an esteemed poet.

And yet I wasn't a kid of either, I was a kid of nobodies. Very abusive narcissistic nobodies.

But room mate was saying a lot of the important point in my autobiography match up with P.L. Travers.

I guess that's the literary equivalent of taking after your moms side.

But the source of a lot of self-doubt.