Maybe that's what it is,

Even in grade school I always liked the bad girls that wore black leather jackets, as I always wondered what horrifying secret were they hiding about their past. My attraction to them being similar to the way in straight romance the woman likes the dark and sinister man.

Well for French murderesses, their heads rolling on the road rolling, rolling, rolling across the sand, grass, ocean, new york city, to NashChat is a little bit kinky too.

I don't advocate that, but it's a little kinky.